are boring. But besides that, I don’t have a lot of time but I figured I should update this thing.
Know all that save the world stuff, all that activist stuff, all that Rock Texas stuff and stuff like that stuff? Well, fuck that. I give up. And if you don’t like people who give up tough shit. I figure it is just stupid to keep banging into walls all the time. I could list all the walls I’ve hit over the years but you’d just be bored and not believe me anyway. It all comes down to money and attitude. I was a good guy with pats on the back as long as I could offer rock bands something. Once they figured out they would have to actually do something themselves they blew it off. So, with the exception of a few good bands, fuck’m.
I shall express my unadulterated contempt for two bands who I trusted, who were the inspiration of Rock Texas, and who ultimately blew me off. May they live in fucked up anonymity as they so truly deserve. They were good bands but lousy people… a curse of the music profession I’m told. I would not cross the street to piss on them if they were on fire. Oh, the bands names… Downfall Rising and Inura. Got that? So, yeah, I’m pissed. But fuck’m. No need to let jackasses ruin your day, right?
Summer is over. Kids are back in school. Damn it’s quiet around here. I’d really like to escape some now but no fuckin’ way I’ll get to do that any time soon.
My plants died. All those cute little plants in the other post, they grew up and then died. I think it is our horrible water. Central Water sucks. I have some test strips ordered so I can see how fucked up the water is and try to figure out how to fix it so maybe something will live in my garden past plant puberty. I want some tomatoes! Damn!
Today was the first day of school, you know. My family is off having their lives and I’m stuck here without one. I redid my shop. Needed to do that for a long time. By the end of the week I’ll be all ready for a winter I sure hope gets here soon. Well, I’ll probably have to wait to get the stove pipe but I’ll have the wood stove up in there. It’ll be my daily escape.
I’m not much on the computer these days. (See, I’m not here now! haha!) Actually I spend most of my days outside. I don’t mind the heat. Getting to like it, almost. Almost! Sitting on this damn computer sure is boring. What’s there to do? Virtual schmirtual, it’s boring. I want a real person friend to keep me company. How the hell do I find that? People have their misconceptions, preconceptions, judgements, attitudes, all that. Is there not one wild and crazy bohemian minded person anywhere within short driving distance of this horrid town?
I suppose not.
So, it’s, you know, darkness and gnashing of teeth time.
I need a smoke. And a big, strong drink. The smoke I got. The drink I’m shit out of luck for. I think I’ll run something over the scales in a few days and get some dough so I can get myself a nice big, huge bottle of alcoholic entertainment.
If you have a bottle bring it over, we’ll have some jolly good fun, maybe.
OK, so I have to go get the kids from school. And fix dinner of some kind. I so do not like being a homemaker.